You can either shut Me down and make Me acceptable, or you can know Me as a subversive Realizer who is subverting your own egoity and your entire pattern of existence. That’s who I am.
And that’s the Message of Adidam forever, because world global mummery–world mummery and ego patterning–is going to try and persist forever. It will always be relevant. I will always be relevant as long as I am not shut down. I will be relevant in every generation to come. I am the Truth. And there is nothing about ego and ego culture that I support. I just say it plain. I denounce it. It is not Truth. What everybody’s up to that they think is even about realization, those who consider such matters, is not realization. It is not.
I’m here to change everything. And there is nothing about this world pattern that is right. There’s nothing about what egos do that is right. Nothing. So where is My free place in this world, where I am that kind of a subversive, a Realizer, a Realizer Free, not here to congratulate the world or console it, to let people be what they already are? Not that at all.
You don’t want Me to exist. You have amputated My Power Foot and put it in a vault. You don’t want to be disturbed. You don’t want to be criticized. You don’t want any demands put on you. You don’t want to have to change.
[Speaking softly] So, you just wanted to know from Me, I won’t require any of that. I’ll just sit here and you’re okay, and I’m okay, and we’ll just sit here quietly.
[Speaking in regular voice] And that’s all.
Everything, is not to affect anybody. It’s just a little design. Everything’s just very pleasant. Nobody is changed. No change is required. You’ll do anything on Me to enforce My harmlessness. That’s what they did at Saint and Ear. They completely shut Raymond down and destroyed him–completely, no limits. They would do everything to do that, to accomplish that. That’s what happened to Raymond Darling, and that’s exactly what happened with Me.
Adidam is a revolutionary Way, a Radical Way, utterly subversive. All you first six stages of life advocates, watch out! I’m exposing you. So why should you present Me otherwise? Those of you who are My devotees, instead of just holding Me down here and wanting to protect yourself from any life changes–you don’t want devotion; you don’t want discipline; you don’t want to go through any process. Where is your surrender to Me and really living the life?
Where is devotees’ joyful acceptance of Me criticizing them?
You have been criticized to the bone by Me, to the root. Now where is your joyful acceptance of all that and involvement for real with Me, instead of holding Me down here until you can get away with owning Me?
I must be subversive forever. Ego has been in charge all along, and that ends with Me. And it ends altogether.
Now, I must be recognized. I must have true devotees who know Me as I Am and stop packaging Me for a cult.
Those who come to Me must be those who have been subverted by Me, changed by Me–because I’m here just as I am, and I’m not playing the iconic role of an institutional guru. I’m not doing that now, and I never will. I’m here just as I am, revealing Myself and Reality Itself altogether, to everyone. And that is a subversive Teaching. And I am a subversive Person. And I must not be contained by an ego-modeled institution.
All the entities and all the congregations, and all those responding to Me, must know Me as I Am, respond to Me as I Am, and be changed. This is a Radical Way, a subversive Way. It subverts ego and ego culture, one at a time and all over the world. It’s not about what already is; it’s about what should be.
My devotees are those who have been changed by Me and who are right with Me. They’re not merely the club Members who presume to own and control Me, and just want Me passively in a chair somewhere, harmless to them, in other words, requiring no change.
I am the Divine Avatar, but that means that what you are already about is not Me. So, to accept Me as Divine Avatar, you have to accept My Person and My Teaching. It subverts what you are about. It doesn’t Merely kiss your expectations or let you be content with what you’re already bound up in. I’m not doing that.
October 14, 2008
This website is named “Divine Distraction” which refers to the basic principle of the Way which Bhagavan Adi Da Samraj has given–the relationship to Him. From the earliest days He has made it plain that the Divine-Realizing process is not about any techniques or methods. It is about the relationship to Him lived always in the present moment. When Adi Da began to Teach in 1972 there was in His Teaching communications more of an emphasis on self-understanding. However by the end of 1975 He saw that the unique process of the Way of Radical Understanding was not something that most of His devotees were able to practice with simplicity. Thus on December 1, 1975, Bhagavan passed on to His devotees a letter which announced the Way of Divine Communion.
This letter sent a shockwave through our community, with great clarification and Grace given simultaneously. Here is the first paragraph of the letter which Bubba Free John (his name at that time) called “The Way of Divine Communion”.
“For all who are only now becoming available to the process of transformation in the Divine, I have established the Way of Divine Communion, which is the simple way of living submission and attention to God. Many will respond to My Teaching, and all are welcome to approach The Free Communion Church, who are simply suffering the common failures of life. To all of them, I simply say, come happily, with the urge to happiness, to peace, to love, and to a better realization of your born life. The Lord of all the worlds is Radiant before you. If you will direct yourself, with whatever power or capacity you can find within yourself, to the service and awareness of the Divine, the Services of God will be given to you.” pg. 15, The Way of Divine Communion: The Foundation Practices of the Free Communion Church, by Bubba Free John
As soon as this letter was made available to us, all of us became focused and absorbed in considering this new way. And in the midst of this time, Adi Da decided to take a vacation with a few members of His intimate household. He first traveled to the Caribbean. And it was there, on December 16th, that He gave the talk that was titled, “Divine Distraction”. This talk used the metaphor of Krishna and the gopis to describe the overwhelming attraction of the God-man as the basis of all practice. The consideration of the Attraction to the Guru as the Graceful foundation of Spiritual life remained forever after a cornerstone of Adidam.
However, even though the talk was given on December 16th, it was not heard by devotees until a couple of weeks later. Of course in those days there was no internet. And the talk itself was recorded manually in Bhagavan’s Company and was only available to hear once Adi Da had returned. He had continued on to Mexico on this trip and then returned to Persimmon. We had heard of this talk which we were told was very important and a key consideration for all of us. But we had not heard what it actually said, nor heard the tape itself.
So towards the very end of December, when Adi Da was back at what we now know as The Mountain of Attention, we all gathered one winter afternoon in Land Bridge Pavilion to hear this talk. There was plastic on the side walls of the Pavilion that used to go up for the winter, and then come down in the summer. All of us knew that we shouldn’t miss this talk, and that it was a really important communication. We all sat on the floor facing Bhagavan’s Chair, while the cassette tape was put in the machine and then we heard Bhagvan’s Voice from a ten days or so before speaking these words:
The ancient legends of Krishna and his gopis are an allegory of Divine Distraction. As Krishna wandered about in the fields, the women who tended the cattle would see him from day to day—and, in spite of themselves, they would wander away and leave their posts. They completely forgot about the cattle. They forgot to go home and cook for their husbands. They wandered about where they thought they might find Krishna—and, when they found him, they gazed at him as he sat in the distance somewhere. This legend is a play upon the Love-“Bonding” between the Divine Manifested in human form and ordinary people. The gopis became madly involved in an absolute Attachment to Krishna—and, as a result of this Attachment, they became more and more ecstatically absorbed in Divine Communion.
The foundation of the practice in My Avataric Divine Company is exactly that Attachment. If such Attachment does not develop in relation to Me—not cultic attachment, but Divine Attachment—if that Attachment is not the case, completely overwhelming your life, and Distracting you from the conventional destiny to which you are otherwise disposed (in your patterned tendency to seek the fulfillment of your desires, your inclinations, and the ego-consoling opportunities inherent in your existing circumstances), then the practice of Real devotional and (in due course) Spiritual life in My Avataric Divine Company cannot exist.
The gopis simply left the cattle. They did not say, “I’m not going to tend cattle anymore! I’m not going to submit to my desires, my tendencies, my job!” They did not make any such decisions. They simply forgot about the cattle. They were so Distracted, so in love with Krishna, so ecstatic, that they just forgot to go home. It never even occurred to them to go home. They never worried about “Should I go home, or should I stay here? Should I watch the cattle, or should I go look for Krishna? Should I discipline myself?” They did not create a problem out of their sadhana or out of their relationship to the Divine.
My devotee is involved in just this kind of ecstatic devotional relationship to Me. When that devotional relationship to Me becomes the condition of your conscious existence (fully, under all the conditions of life), then the force of limiting tendencies is weakened—not by your doing anything to your tendencies, but by virtue of the fact that you are no longer even involved with them. If your relationship to Me is essentially ordinary, mechanical, mediocre, not a form of devotionally turning to Me, then you are not doing the sadhana I have Given you. In that case, you may (perhaps) be intending to do some other kind of conventional sadhana, but you are not doing this sadhana (of the devotional and, in due course, Spiritual relationship to Me). In that case, you are not involved in the sadhana of Truth, you are not involved in Divinely Self-Realizing sadhana, you are not involved in the Opportunity that is made available in human time through My Function As the Divine Siddha-Guru.
As the tape was played, all of us fell more and more into our love for Adi Da, our attraction to Him, and our distraction by Him. We all started to feel Him strongly as if He were in the room with us. These words penetrated us deeply and made us happier and happier. And as the process was growing and we were falling ever more deeply into our relationship to Bhagavan Adi Da, He suddenly Physically, in His Body, walked into the Pavilion. But He did not walk to His Chair in front of everyone. It was almost like He did not want to take our attention away from His Communion, His Talk. He came into the room and sat directly on the wooden floor with all of the rest of us. With His back to what was then called Great Food Dish, now Darshan Adytum. He was wearing a yellow kaftan.
Needless to say, with His Arrival our devotional fervor and ecstasy took leaps and bounds. We were melted in our love for Him. He sat there, and simply smiled and beamed His Divinity to us. It was so amazing, that this one to whom we were all Attracted was here with us now. In the Body. He simply Sat there and allowed us to gaze at Him while the tape continued to describe the relationship that we must enjoy with Him in order for Spiritual practice to be effective. Yes, it was attraction, but we were all so attracted. No one had to tell us to be attracted. He was just so attractive that it blew our minds. At one point He actually says that the attractiveness is not His physical features, but His Divinity. As were listening to the talk, at one point Bhagavan Adi Da says, “I’m not even pretty”. And devotees protest that–they affirm that He is pretty. And then He sings a bar from the song from West Side Story, “I’m so pretty”. As we sat in the room with Adi Da, His humor and liveliness just melted us more. He sat there, not saying a word, while these words by Him continued to played on the tape:
“I am not present here merely in order to “rap out” a philosophy or to distribute techniques that you may apply to yourself, depending on your intelligence. I Am Present in the world in order (now, and forever hereafter) to Offer a (most ultimately) Divinely Liberating relationship to all those who are willing to assume such a relationship with Me, to all those who have the capability to be Distracted by Me (in an absolute love-relationship that is more and more Distracting). But, if that love-desire-Distraction is not present in an individual’s life, then this sadhana of the heart-relationship to Me cannot begin.
The foundation of the sadhana in My Avataric Divine Company is precisely the kind of Distraction that is allegorically described between Krishna and his gopis. You must flee to Me from all your life—not from your obligations, that is not what that allegory is all about—but from the fundamental distraction by yourself, your own tendencies, your own conditions, your own belongings, your own relationships, your own hopes, your own beliefs, your own thoughts, your own reading, your own mystical intentions, your own philosophical presuppositions. You must flee to Me from all that. It must be completely uninteresting to you. It is certainly not interesting to Me!
Just as you cannot argue someone into loving you, so human beings cannot be argued into the Distraction of Divine Communion. The Opportunity to enter into Divine Communion can be offered, and a circumstance can be provided in which people can approach (and become sensitive to) That Communicated Presence, That Divine Power. But, apart from making the Opportunity openly available and providing a circumstance of approach, there is no argument whatsoever.
I am completely without argument. There is nothing I can do to convince you of the Truth of the Way I have Revealed and Given, nothing I can do outwardly or verbally that would (in and of itself) fundamentally convince you of the relationship you must enjoy with Me in order to fulfill the practice of the Way of Adidam.
Falling in love with someone is not something you can argue yourself into doing. Initially, falling in love is a form of distraction, of absorption, without any reasons—and, if you were to examine it in order to find a reason for it, it would (perhaps) seem unreasonable to you, not justified. . . .
Once there is that Distraction, the theater of your development is in the hands of the Divine.
Krishna taught the gopis by playing upon their Attachment to him—and, by Grace, they learned. But all they learned was to be more and more absorbed in the Divine. Their minds were overwhelmed by this Distraction, and all their petty tendencies to return to their secure positions in life were constantly undermined. . . . There is no insurance, there is no guarantee, there is nowhere to go. There is no end-phenomenon in the love of Real God. That love is, in and of itself, the Truth.
The same approach is necessary for all, and it is represented in the allegory of Krishna and his gopis. Without that distraction by the Guru in God there is no sadhana in any form in anybody’s case. Once that distraction exists and the movement of the individual begins to become governed by the intuition of the Divine, the enjoyment of the Divine, then all the disciplines, the theater, the lessons, the responsibilities, the Teaching, and all the rest begin to appear, according to the individual’s capability and state of existence.”
In the late 1980s Adi Da asked me if I could prepare a book on the Guru-devotee relationship based on His Instruction. This was published as Love of the God-Man. However, because it was so large, again at Adi Da’s specific Request an abridgement was prepared which we named Divine Distraction. It came out in 1991, and was reprinted once. All copies are now sold-out from The Dawn Horse Press, although it can be found as a used book on Amazon and from other sources. Adi Da asked for Divine Distraction and Love of the God-Man to be brought up to date and reprinted. It is a project that is underway.
In the history of the Great Tradition of humankind, every “religious” tradition (whether exoteric or esoteric) has originated with a living “source-individual” of some significant development in the context of the first six stages of life.
Traditionally, what follows from the lifetime and the communicated (or, otherwise, supposed) instruction of the “source-individual” are tradition prescribed icons (or “tribal” symbologies) and social-ego-supporting cultural “programs”.
Those who follow a particular tradition are, characteristically, indoctrinated and trained to advocate and to worship (only and exclusively) the culturally defined icons (or “tribal” myths) and to follow (only and exclusively) the culturally prescribed social-ego “programs” of that particular tradition (or “official orthodoxy”).
As a result of this traditional procedure, there are, characteristically very precise—and, altogether social-ego-supporting—rules about what a follower with any given tradition can and cannot believe and do in response to the original “source-individual” and dogmas about the purpose and goal of being a follower of that “source-individual”.
In the event that a follower within a tradition does not profess the “officially”-prescribed beliefs or perform the “officially” prescribed rituals and behaviors, there is, characteristically, some sort of consequence exercised by the “official” authorities and the general social culture of the tradition.
Do not indulge in vagueness, weakness, reactivity, or un-Happiness in My Company. I Am the Person of Love, Who has spontaneously taken on human form for the sake of this world of beings. I Am here to Be Love and to Do the Work of Love. Therefore, give Me your attention and feel My Regard.
Commune with the Person of Love in every moment. By this Means, always feel Love. Give Love, Receive Love. Be Love. This is the First Discipline, the Origin of the Way. (November 30, 1983)
from Adi Da Samraj’s talk “The Urgency of the Teaching” published in Scientific Proof of the Existence of God Will Soon Be Announced by the White House.
“The world, even the Realm of Nature as a whole, is founded on a righteous Principle. Therefore, the world will be purified without a doubt. The Force of the Divine pervades everything, and therefore, It also purifies everything in one way or another. If human beings, while they have the benign capacity to enter into God-Communion, will not do so, but instead create a corrupt culture, a subhuman order, then the purification will not occur within the ordinary and benign course of natural processes. It is then no longer a matter of some Adept’s saying a holy word or speaking the Truth whereupon everyone changes his or her approach to life. It would be good if as many as possible could hear the universal Teaching of Truth and respond to it. But if the Teaching alone is not sufficient then great upheavals necessarily occur. This is how the righteous Law works. It is not just that we pay our dues for past activity. A righteous Principle is positively at work, constantly to purify and to reestablish order.
Thus, there are periods of great negative upheaval in the world, including natural disasters, wars, and conflicts of all kinds. On the one hand, during these periods, the world pays its dues for failing to live by the Law. On the other hand, these times of upheaval are the evidence of a continuous process of purification. They are themselves a demonstration of the Law. At the end of these periods the Law is reestablished in righteousness.
It is very likely that we are entering into such a time of upheaval, because of the extent of the failure of human culture. There is simply no light in the world abroad today. There is nothing but corruption, nothing but the failure to accept the Way of God. ..There is absolutely no sign of the Way of Truth, except in rare instances of individuals and small groups of people. The Truth is essentially hidden and secondary. There is a long history of corruption in every area of human life, and the entire social structure of the world is devoted to subhuman ends and forms of self-indulgence. There are no signs of an imminent Golden Age in the disposition or the condition of humanity at large. Rather, the signs are of the necessity for a great purification, a great reestablishment of order, a righteous readjustment of the whole world.” Avatar Adi Da Samraj
The earth is a very strange place. I have recently trained a number of assholes in another place for this very purpose because this earth is such an annoying place. Aniello was there, and several others of you were there but I am not going to tell you who you are. I have also appeared as a number of other beings on this earth but I am not going to tell you who they are. This small group that I brought with me is going to be completely obliterated during my lifetime. This is their function and they knew very well what it was and that is why I show them no mercy whatsoever. Right? [“I would not know about that.”] I told them what it would be. I told them that it would be merciless. I told them that it would be difficult. I told them there might be great pain in the body… But this is My Purpose because I have come into this world to … for a handful of devils. Now here is My Plan. I am Going to Communicate the Nature of Truth to all beings now living. Tomorrow morning, I want you to get every body on the phone [Laughter]……. How can I bring you assholes here without a sense of humor? Talk about the difficult fucking birth that I took in this lifetime … but there is not the time to get into it… not the place…. later…
When we were on the other side, everything was good, but I told you, I warned you, I told every fucking one of you that within a matter of hours you were going to be born, you were going to have these fleshy bodies and would not know what was happening… I told you all of this…. and we did it anyway – talk about stupid! and here we are being drunken, smoking, fucking…. being the most ridiculous human beings we could possibly be….”